CANCER CAN BITE A SKUNK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Cancer !!!

                    You are fired !!! you cant ever hurt my family or friends anymore .... bad enough you got my grandma who i watched daily go from good days to bad days , but you know what i never did see from her again ,... i never saw my strong willed, detemined, hard driven person who loved to get work done then let her hair down and dance around the house , she was so beautiful and i wanted to grow up to look like she did , but you (cancer) you took that from me cause soon you start getting cut off her face, arms etc some of the scares you could cover but not all of them and those are the ones that changed my free fun loving grandma into someone i never met before . she pushed away everyone and started getting mean and hateful ... i watched her change into this person who im sure she wouldnt have even liked ... 

she dyed due to many things but i cant help think how would she have been if it wasn't for the cancer ?

But now i have this demond inside me , cancer that may or may not kill me ... but i cant let it change me not like grandma did... i got to keep fighting and moving forward,,, believe me in scared shit less and wish i wasnt going threw this but i cant change it so might as well do it your best right!!